Saturday, June 13, 2009

Exams haven been good. I'm left with Econometric Methods and Corporate Finance. Microeconomics 2 was quite tough I thought. The 2008 was a breeze in comparison. I guess nobody expected him to be so harsh on us, especially after how he set his 3 tests which were oh-so-tough. Investments was worse. Jenni Bettman lied to us! Everyone feels so cheated. She said the paper was going to be EASY and she kept hinting us on what was coming out. Guess what? Nothing she said came out. I heard that almost everyone stayed through the 3 hours which was quite unusual for a Finance paper. After the paper, I heard a guy tell his friend, "THE PAPER WAS DISGUSTING". She asked ridiculous theory questions, which she claims that answers to theory questions are directly from the slides but NO, THEY ARE NOT. I think people will complain for being misled. HURHUR. Somehow I just feel that since everyone got cheated, we're on equal grounds? Nobody had an advantage over anyone? So i guess it makes it fair? Oh well, who am i to judge. A student got caught for cheating. First time I hear of people cheating after being here for 1.5 years. She tried to squeeze all the content into 2 A4 papers and hid it in her jacket. How retarded is that? Of course she will get caught! I know there's a lot of content for investments but cheating at this age is a bit too immature? HUR. The invigilator told her that she doesn't have to take any exams FOREVER. Scary~

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I'm listening to lecture recordings and blogging at the same time. HUR. Everyone else is already revising and here I am still trying to listen to lecture recordings. Econometrics is oh-so-interesting but oh-so-tough. ARGH. I'm so damn stressed. Haven started studying for Micro and Corp Finance. I'm currently at the chapter which I didn't manage to finish for mid semester exam. I'm so retarded and slow. The words "HETEROSKEDASTICITY" and "SERIAL CORRELATION" keep repeating..

Friday, May 29, 2009

Today is a good day. I'm feeling HAPPY :) despite all the assignments and exams. HUR. Going to get groceries to stock up for exams later. Still deciding if I should go for badminton with Andy & Co tml cos I've gotta rush that stupid EMET assignment. I'm starting to like EMET a lot. I know it's sadistic and weird but I think it's really interesting. Really, I feel like smacking myself for giving up my double degree. It has always been my dream to take Finance & Economics degree. I know it's not easy but I do like it. 3.5 yrs versus 2 yrs. Who wouldn't be tempted to go for the easier route? I do regret giving up but i guess circumstances don't usually let us do what we like. It's more of what is practical and viable. Oh well, I've already chosen the route so I'll stick to it :)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I can't describe how tired I am. It's 5.30am and here I am doing my Econometrics tute and Assignment. Just submitted my Micro Assignment today. It's never-ending, really. I don't know how I'm gonna survive through the exams. The weightage for my papers are so damn high, with the minimum being 60% and the maximum being 85%. Plus, it doesn't help that I start very very early and I have consecutive papers. I haven heard of anyone who has a worse time table. Okay, I'm not complaining. I just want to rant. I know it's part and parcel of student life.

// Sometimes, i just feel like shutting out from the whole world.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

This semester has been a long and painful journey for me. The choice of modules was my biggest mistake. I'm looking towards 4 final semester exams, each comprising of at least 60% of my overall grade. I just finished presentation last Friday. It was okay. My group members were totally depending on me to explain the stupid micro concept which I'm not very sure of. But it's finally over. I don't know. I don't feel stressed. I just feel disturbed. HUR. It's a weird feeling I know.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Sunday, April 12, 2009

I'm getting ready to go SYDNEY! Yes, I can never get tired of Sydney. I'm looking forward to:

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Corporate Finance and Investment paper are just gross gross gross. I intend to redeem both. I seriously hate this semester.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

The day started off well today. Went for THE 4KM CHARITY RESCUE RUN :) Took about 25 minutes. Not too bad for someone who hasn't ran for ages. Wanted to join Amily & Co for badminton but was too tired. The air is so dry that running 4km was pure torture. But I finished and I'm proud of myself :) Tried to do my EMET assignment today but had a lot of difficulties. Gonna go for consultation on Monday. I cooked MEE HOON KUEY for lunch and made really yummy chicken patties (from scratch) to go with burger bread for dinner. SHIOK.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Today's micro paper is oh-so-f**king gross. No joke. It's 2 long question within 50 mins with no reading time. I opened the paper, looked at the 1st question, rolled my eyes and decided to skip it. Went to question 2, stared at it, and went back to the 1st question. This went on for at least 5 mins. I couldn't decide which to do 1st because I couldn't do both. How ridiculous. The textbk questions are alr quite tough. Tutorials are worse. Exams are the WORST. I'm crossing my fingers. I just aim to pass.

I'm gonna have to start to SLOG MY LUNGS OUT from now till the break. Because I have Corporate Finance mid sem on 7 apr, and Investments mid sem and Emet assignment due on 8 apr. I'm started to feel scared. I dunno how to cope with all these shit. I thought I could take a break after today's exam but looks like I'm far from that.

On a happier note, Saturday was a great day. Managed to chat with Mummy for 45 minutes. And I had so much fun with the group at sky fire and SHABU SHABU. I've never felt so happy for a long time.

HAPPY 26th BIRTHDAY MELANG MELVIN ANG :)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I'm waiting for Micro 2 lecture to start. I'm starting to get FAT and LAZY. I need to study. Several things are coming up. Micro 2 mid semester on Tuesday and Micro 2 presentation on Friday. Not forgetting the ongoing Investment and Corporate Finance Quizzes. Did I mention about EMET assignment which I have to use a stupid programme called Eviews? Damn. There's skyfire on Saturday. It's fireworks to celebrate the coming autumn. Den clubbing after that to celebrate Eunice's bdae. This is actually my 1st time clubbing in Canberra. Pathetic i know. But then again, Canberra is pathetic. I just love IORI's, Seoul palace, Sashimi and Pho. All i can think about is food.

I'm BORED BORED BORED. A pretty picture for my MUMMY :)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

School has started. This is a killer semester for me. Plus my time table is shit. I end at 5 or 6pm everyday, except for Friday. But I've got tute on Friday morning. Oh well. I may not get to update my blog as often as I use to. It's only the 3rd day of school and I'm already complaining. I have yet to pack my wardrobe. I'm still living off my zip log bags of clothes. Yawn. Class later at 1pm. DAMN! I'm having my 2hr break now and later i have another 2hr break. I'm happy that I stay in UniLodge :D

Monday, February 2, 2009

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MY LAO GONG ALVIN LEE. I LOVE YOU MANY MANY :D

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I'm sick yet again. It sure sucks to be sick during CNY. I really need to start saving. There are so many things which I want to buy.

1. crumpler camera bag
2. polo ralph POLICEMAN coat
3. robo 3-lens camera
4. kenneth cole watch
5. ipod touch
6. 4-lens camera

I'll soon be heading back to FREEZING CANBERRA. I somehow look forward to it. I guess being i'm beginning to enjoy being zhi bi. BEING ALONE CAN BE GOOD :)

Monday, January 5, 2009

TAIWAN TAIWAN, HERE I COME :)

Sunday, November 23, 2008

In less than 24 hours, i'll be heading for home. Somehow, friends tell me how they'll miss the kind of freedom they get here. For me, it's pretty much not applicable because i get almost as much freedom in Singapore. Good or bad, you decipher it yourself. I guess it's pretty much subjective.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Thought of this song.

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Hello there, i need a quiet night with you.

Monday, November 17, 2008

SENNHEISER earphones are second to none. They are oh-so-freaking-good. I feel like I'm clubbing in my head. How is that? I feel slightly better but still sick. Sick for no reason, we wonder why. I can't wait to be home sweet home. This sucks!

Friday, November 7, 2008

FEVERISH. I need some TLC. Thank you world. I am prepared to CUI my EMET, FINM & STAT :(

Monday, October 27, 2008

Let me update before i go back to slp AGAIN :D

That night, i had a nightmare. I dreamt that da jie had cancer. The dream seemed so real. I woke up feeling scared and i started crying uncontrollably. Immediately i texted da jie. Her reply was cute, "Dun worry, i'm still v fit n healthy, not forgetting lardy n fatty too :) u tk v gd care of urself k? Lookin fwd to c u soon". It sure made me feel better. I MISS HOME A HELL LOAD.

Dad & Mum: Thanks for putting me through school. I know it wasn't easy and you guys did all you can to give me what i wanted. I LOVE YOU BOTH TO BITS.

Da jie/BIL/Er jie/Ting/Qi/Boy: Thanks for all the love and support all these while. I so cannot wait to see you guys again.

It's less than a month till I'm home. I CAN'T WAIT :D That is if i manage to survive through DISGUSTING EXAMS.

Friday, October 17, 2008

I'm as dead as anything. Seriously. My body clock is so screwed. Did i mention that i submitted the Ecological Footprint Essay fearing that i would fail? A very bad feeling. Did quite badly for FINM 2002 Assignment. 10.5/15. It seems good but it's actually not when everyone else scored so much higher. However, we did well for MKTG 3023 1 hr tute presentation. HOTTIE TUTOR GAVE US 90%. I personally think we did a fantastic job. Everyone knew the material well. Now it's statistics that we have to worry about. Nobody knows anything. We are freaking lost. Oh well. I miss home damn badly.

// Thank you for standing by me through this sucky period. You brought me back to life. LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

In isolation is where i want to be. I can't use words to describe how i feel now. Never felt so cui. You are too important a friend.

//Goodbye world, till i recover from this state of despondency.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I'm loving this song.
"Because You Live"

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live


Okay. UPDATES, stop complaining you all. HAHA. I know you all love and miss me a hell load, just be patient! Sydney was okay and I'm super tied up with MKTG 3023 ESSAY + STATS 2003 ASSIGNMENT + every other shit. Oh yah. We did well for CAPSIM. Great team :)

We are 26245A :)

SOME RETARDED SYDNEY PICTURES. Debbie Poh has successfully transformed me into FOODIE TAN SY.

Near Darling Harbour.


To DFO!


The day we develop a strong hatred for DIM SUM!


Opposite QVB on Day 5!

Time to slp. Going Gwen's place to do STATS tml and she stays damn far! Hungry hungry. I want my cup noodles! Oh yah, before i go, did i mention that i called home on Sunday? I felt so happy after that :)

Only you can make me laugh like a MORON.

Went to Singapore and Malaysia Embassy today. Credits to Bestest friend for driving me there. ARGH. That woman told me I need 1 year to renounce my Malaysian Citizenship. I don't have 1 year for her! HAHA. I can't wait to be home. HOME SWEET HOME :)

Sunday, September 28, 2008

4 more hours and we're heading to sydney. Just finished packing. Still feel quite sick though. Nervous as well. MIXED FEELINGS. I'm looking forward to the GOOD FOOD (yes, i'm turning into a FOODIE) plus SHOPPING plus NUA-ING IN BED.

Felt damn cui last night. Cried very badly. Eyes were kinna swollen when i woke up this morning. Floriade yesterday was pretty okay. FLOWERS ARE DAMN PRETTY. Will post pics when i get back.

HAPPY 21ST BDAE, AH GER.


//ANYWHERE FOR YOU :)

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Stressed by every shit that's coming my way. The SCARY list:

1. EMET Test [tomorrow]
2. Capsim [ongoing]
3. FINM 2002 Assignment [due on monday]
4. MKTG 3023 1 hr tute presentation [next wed]
5. STAT 2003 SPSS data analysis report [due after the break]
6. MKTG 3023 Ecological Footprint Essay [due after the break]
7. Capsim Quiz 2 [next tuesday]

What's worse is I want to go out on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday is Jolyn's 20th. Sunday is dinner with LP. Tell me how!

DEDICATED TO MUMMY!

I miss the times you hear me rant about every single thing.
I miss the times you cook yummylicious food for me.
I miss the days where I'd carry all your shopping bags for you.
I miss the jokes you tell me over meals.
I miss the kind of love i feel when you're around.
Now that you're not here, I can't help but feel lost.
Who would have thought that a kid cannot do without a mother's love.
I know, because I'm going through it.

Upcoming BIRTHDAYS!

Happy 18th Birthday to PEH. [Stop being so AUNTIE LA!]


Happy 20th Birthday to TWINNIE FOO. [it's rude to crop HUNGRY FREN'S FACE OUT. HAHA!]


Happy 21st Birthday to BESTIE ANDRE HOR. [HAVE A BIG BANG KUEH LAPIS (stripes) PARTY!]

I put on so much weight because of a certain someone. WAHAHA. Thank you DEAR FRIEND for making me snack with you all the time. HUR. I feel like such a pig now.

SM: She's gonna be okay. Trust me. I'm always here for you. INTERNATIONAL LOVE!


AH GER: Don't be EMO EMO. Ah boy to the rescue! I LOVE YOU :)

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

A quick update before i go for lunch with the rest :)

Karaoke


Jiayang + Mr & Mrs MELVIN. wahaha.


Our OH-SO-GAY friends :)


BEST OF BOTH WORLDS!

21ST BIRTHDAY!
They are the funniest, surprised me with a whole load of retarded gifts. Like washing equipment (they are dying for me to quit cooking team and join the washing team instead). Awesome surprise, awesome company, awesome gifts, awesome messages, awesome 21st :) Not forgetting all the OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL 2 bouquets of flowers. 1 from SM/ADE/JESS/WZ and the other from BEST-EST FRIEND. Hur.

Amily DARLING/Melvin CEO/Andy BESTEST FRIEND/Jiayang MR LOW/Gwen HOTTIE/Deb HUNGRY GHOST/Eunice GIRLFRIEND/Huimin TSUNAMI + Minghui CHEF RAMSEY, THANKS FOR THE AWESOME 21ST! I CAN'T STOP LOVING ALL OF YOU, my CANBERRA PLAYMATES!

MUMMY/DA JIE/ER JIE/ JOEIS/JOELLE, THANKS FOR THE LOVE SENT THROUGH TELECOMMUNICATION. Hur!

SM/ADE/JESS/WZ/HERY/ALVIN, THANKS FOR THE AWESOME SURPRISE. I'm SUPER TOUCHED AND I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS.
// I look hot in the polo ralph shirt!

AZA DARLING/SY#2/AMANDA, THANKS FOR SENDING BDAE WISHES TO MY RESIDENCE :)

And everyone else who wished me via SMS/FACEBOOK/FRIENDSTER/EMAIL etc. THANK YOU :D


Random gifts to piss me off! HAHA.


Amily is laughing at how cui Andy is at wrapping gifts!


Our friend was doing something else...


FLOWERS FOR ME :)


They (BESTEST FREN, I'm still giving u the benefit of doubt!) chose a BARBIE cake for me. The first thing i asked was, WHERE'S KEN? Hur. THANK YOU ALL :)

Got some other pics in my own cam but i'll post it up another day. BUSY BUSY BUSY. Tonight we're doing CAPSIM. So far, we're 1st in ANU and the only ANU team in OVERALL TOP 10. Hur :) Oh yah, did i mention that the FINM 2002 MID SEM SUCKED like nothing? Had a damn bad headache as I was doing the paper. 1st time i totally blank out and couldn't remember what i just studied. DAMN. Think i'll do VERY BADLY. I just aim to pass. Nothing more. I'll work harder (or at least i'll try) for final exam. Good news. We did well for STATS proj. DAMN HAPPY. 27/30. That's freaking good to someone who has never gotten such high marks for projects. WAHAHA. Oh well, it makes up for the CUI FINM 2002 results which i'll get soon. Tired + feeling sick. Looking forward to Saturday. Gg Gwen's place to EAT MOONCAKE, SEE MOON, EAT JUNK, PLAY GAMES, PLAY LANTERN. HAHA. Melbourne Melbourne Melbourne, we're going to you in LATE SEPTEMBER! I CAN'T WAIT.

// For those who emailed me, give me a week to settle down and i'll slowly reply them one by one. Thank you. LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Monday, September 1, 2008

For MR CHUA ENG CHANG.
NOOB. Your email made my day. You're finally gg to NS. I can't wait to see your hair gone! Don't be so cui, stop playing games and do something productive. Yes, i totally miss our random madness. Quoted from the email, "come back eat supper wif me,
let me drink beer and do push ups for fun and sing songs disturb the neighbourhood". OUR GOOD OLD DAYS. You forgot about our routine GOSSIP SESSION about LEOP, LYOP, FLEA & CHEAP MANUAL CARS. HAHA. I miss all your shit. Pls stop calling me BAO BAO LIAN. I know i put on weight but i'm still hot. HAHA.


The kind of games we play at 3am!


I MISS YOU, NOOB SHIT :D

For ADE TAN + DEB WONG
Thank you for that sweet note. It's oh-so-cold and oh-so-lonely and oh-so-stressful here. The love is much appreciated. I can't wait to fly back. DECEMBER DECEMBER, I'm so looking forward.


Tomorrow EMET mid semester at 6 pm. It's such a gross timing la. I think i would leave early. Multiple choice paper but the AKI STYLE is oh-so-tricky and oh-so-disgusting. The most i just throw eraser, at least there's a 1/6 chance of getting it correct. his questions are so damn gross:
Question: How many of the following statements are true?
(i) BLAH
(ii) BLAH BLAH
(iii) BLAH BLAH BLAH
(iv) BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH

(a) Exactly 1 of them
(b) Exactly 2 of them
(c) Exactly 3 of them
(d) All of them
(e) None of them

Like that how to pass? Super duper gross. Pray hard for me, i need that badly. I'm happy that Risk Management Lecture tomorrow at 9am is cancelled. WOOTS. At least i can slp more. I know i'm such a pig. I'm super hungry now but it's time for bed. YAWN. Good night world :)

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Having diarrhoea. I think it's the half-cooked chicken last night. Hur. I sure have a sensitive stomach. Feeling quite cui now. Went toilet 3 times alr. I have EMET mid sem tml but i have yet to finish studying. I'm stil quite lost. Emet lectures are every TUES, WED & THURS. Tues i can't go cos i've got clash. Wed i always can't wake up. So i end up going for Thurs only. Such a lazy ass i know. I'm trying to catch up now. Thank god for Amily's notes. She took emet last year. TIRED. Yay! There's no Risk Management lecture tomorrow. WAHAHA. I can slp longer. Only STATS lecture at 2pm. I MISS EVERYONE.

Er jie: I'm jealous. Why you buy for ting cute animal biscuits but not me! HAHA. send me some love soon. LOVE LOVE LOVE :) Hope the parcel reaches woodlands soon. HAHA. It's a SURPRISE for mummy. Help me wish her HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY on 6 SEPT. Tell her that I LOVE HER.

ADELINE TAN, pls tell me how similar are these pens to those beside it. DIFFERENT LA. HAHA. See, never pay attention. Now you bought me the wrong set. HAHA.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Damn busy but i can't not blog about this. It came as a pleasant surprised and I'm super touched.

I collected both at the same time though i guess you guys tried to send the package after the card. HUR. I TOTALLY LOVE IT. I can't stop smiling la. EMET 1001 mid sem exam on Monday so I don't quite have the time to do a gd collage. But pls do know that i really appreciate all that you guys have done and it totally made me feel like i'm the luckiest dude.


I love love love everything :D


Not forgetting the AWESOME video u guys did for me, SUPER SWEET :)))

Dentist cost me a BOMB. Hur. $92 for xray and $167 for filling. It's OH-SO-EXPENSIVE. Be back soon!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Sick sick sick. Actually i thought of resting now but since i was waiting for my hair to dry and i haven't had the time to call home, here's a quick update. I was sick on & off since 080808. It was bad. Fever on & off. Felt damn cui this morning. Amily too. Her throat was damn cui. She was running a temperature without even knowing. So Andy & Mel brought us to see doctor after project meeting at Gwen's place. We each paid $80+ just to see a doctor. Scarily expensive. Took medicine after dinner and went to bed. Tml class at 9am. I can't not go. Doctor said that i have to finish the entire course of antibiotics at the appropriate times or the viral attack will be back. He's damn friendly :) He knew that i haven really been drinking water. I dunno how he could tell! ARGH. So i guess i'll be down for the next few days. After completing the course of antibiotics, i'm supposed to go back to the chemist and get another course. SIGH. it sure sucks.

I'm turning 21. Somehow, i don't seem to feel the least bit of excitement. I just want to get over mid semester exams quick. They are such a pain. My advanced party wasn't as fantastic as i thought it would be. Many things screwed up. But i definitely thank those who turned up and SM/WZ/JESS/ADE for helping out. Thanks :) Ade, i need stationery! Thank you darling. Please help me collect my hair clay from er jie. LOVE LOVE!

Time for bed. Some pics to share. Taken at Gwen's place!

Andy keep saying that i can't cook! DAMN!


Andy forced himself into the picture.


Amily love :)


BESTEST FRIEND who loves to be a free rider in projects. HAHA.


GIRLS :)))

That's all for now. Feel damn cui now. Hair is almost dry. Time to ZZZ again. Good night world. I wish it wasn't so painful to be so sick and suffer all alone. But many thanks to the group who constantly took care of me. Amily/Melvin/Andy/MH/DEB :)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

JOEIS TAN!
What happened? I got a shock after reading your blog. Are you okay already? I'm so worried. Pls eat regularly and take your medicine! If you ever need anything, you can always text me. You're super duper important to me. I can't do without you! I know you feel lonely after i left. But i'm always here. Er jie & JOETSC are available too. Don't keep things to yourself. We are a family and we care for you very much. If it makes you happy, go shopping with my card. Just this once. Buy what you like, it's all on me. But pls stop buying shoes, mother will ROAR. You and er jie have tonnes of shoes. That's real scary. Let MINNIE MOUSE slp on my bed, then u won't feel so lonely. The cardi you bought for me is damn damn damn nice. I think i look damn gd in it. HAHA. I'm sick too but i'm recovering. I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH :D


HONG KONG :D


At home :)


Da jie's WEDDING!

You know i love you a lot. If you ever need anyone, I'm just a phone call away. Pls send my love to everyone at home, including Da jie & BIL when they're back. I'm coping well and feeling happy. I can't wait to see you all again. Be good, I LOVE YOU :)

// When I'm with you - Faber Drive

Monday, August 11, 2008

Fell damn sick on Friday night. Dunno if it was the curry (Andy insists that it's the curry), lack of slp or just coincidence. Anyhow, i was damn damn damn cui. Vomited like crazy on Friday night. Thanks to Deb for the porridge and honey :) Amily/Mel/Andy brought barley (cooked by Minghui) over for me. Thank you all. Saturday night we had mac for supper while watching olympics. 128, 328 and 441 had guests for the night. Deb/Gwen/JY stayed over. Chat till about 6.45am? Sunday breakfast at Andy/Minghui's place. I felt damn dizzy and had a blackout in the evening. Had a very bad fall. Quite a small but deep cut on my left toe. Last sem was right toe. DAMN. A very bad knock against my right knee. That's not all. After i bathed, i wanted to wash the dishes. The knife just conveniently slipped off my hand. So now my left hand has a cut too. I somehow feel that i can't really control my movements? I think i need more rest. This sure sucks. I'm stil feeling quite cui now. Dragged myself up for lecture this morning. Amily is sick too :( Coolest friend, thanks for the chin chow. YUMMYLICIOUS. I know you're cool but i'm cooler. HAHA. Surprise for you soon :) That day i wanted to surprise Amily/Andy with tiramisu. I bumped into Andy after i bought. Like how shuay can i get? He was feeling pretty depressed so i thought of cheering him up. As for Amily, it's feeding time during every other occasion she's not busy. HUR. She's stil so skinny. And she loved tiramisu from that particular place :) Thanks dearest for cleaning my wound for me. I can feel your love [along with love from ZA/JING/YX] :))) Let's save more $$ den we can go shopping soon. LOVE LOVE :)

Off to class in 30 minutes. Gonna come back and slp. Wanted to rest after morning's lecture but went for coffee with YT/Jo. They are super retarded. Keep making fun of me -_-ll Thanks arh. YT, you're banned from 128 from now on. HAHA. You and your racial harmony. Don't hanky panky, i tell your mother. Looking forward to Friday. THE X-FILES: I WANT TO BELIEVE. I can't wait. I better recover quick.

// The sweet escape.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Everyone and everything is getting on nerves and I can't be more right about this.

Soon (or rather it has alr started), i would be very busy. We have to enter this business stimulation competition against Macquarie Uni and Uni of NSW. Gross. And we are supposed to each pay $47. Each industry is made up of 6 teams, 2 from UNSW, 3 from MU and only 1 from ANU. Madness. I think it's gonna be fun but it'll take up a lot of our time. We're suppose to make business decisions and we are ranked against other teams based on our current share price. Melvin is super enthu about this. HAHA. Later we're gonna discuss after dinner.

F***, just leave me alone.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Yesterday:
Went Gwen's place. HER HSE IS DAMN NICE :) But super cold. Damn cosy. Lunch & dinner there. Bak Ku Teh was yummylicious. DURIAN was even better though it was kinna gluey! Took some pics but it's with Am dearest. HUR. We were playing DS together. Our new source of entertainment. When i came back, i was suffering from toothache for like an hour? DAMN. I was so damn irritated. It's not that bad but it's not a good sign. I would have visited the dentist before coming back if i didn't fall so sick. I pasted photos on my wall. I think it's damn nice. WAHAHA. I have yet to show Am. Passed her some photos cos i think i have too many. Share the love. Dominos for supper :)

To Mummy:
Mummy, you don't have to worry about me. I can take care of myself and I'm doing well. I have great friends. I've learnt how to cook. Just this week, I cooked oyster sauce mixed vegetables, stir fried spicy dark soy sauce chicken and bacon omelette! Although some things went wrong (Eg. added corn flour without mixing it with water first), i kinna got the hang of it. I know you miss me, i miss you and the rest as well. Tomorrow is qi's 17th bdae, hope you guys have fun :) Sending my love from down under. I LOVE YOU, MUMMY :D

Today:
3rd August marks a special day for 3 pple.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JOETSC.


HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY SY#2 [i will always be SY#1]


And, HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY RATION.

Other pics :)

I'm not done yet but it's looking gd!


Nice jacket from bestest friend (or he claims to be), Andy :)


I MISS SUNNY SINGAPORE!

Looking forward, dinner at Amily's tonight. YAY! She cooked soup. Hur. She and Minghui are great cooks. I'm stil learning. WAHAHA. Time to play DS, feeling bored. DS DS DS :) Later i'm gg up to get 300 games from Amily. Woots!

Friday, August 1, 2008

I'm oh-so-bored. Waiting for Minghui to finish class :( This uncle is so slow. WAHAHA. (Shit, he's gonna poison my dinner tonight after seeing this!) Damn. Today i was late for class cos i couldn't find the classroom. WAHAHA. Cop 1151 is like hidden and i was like walking a maze. And when i finally found it, i realised that there's a bloody short cut if i turn left from UniLodge backdoor instead of walking straight. I feel stupid la!

I really don't understand. Why are all my friends so down? I sld be more down than any of you! I don't have my family or friends with me :( Life goes on, this is what i've learnt from this trip. By feeling down, you're just making yourself miserable. be happy all my friends, BECAUSE TSY MISSES ALL OF YOU :)


Bored bored bored after EMET tutorial.


Cheer up la! Anything can text/call me. Tk note that Canberra is 2hrs in advance and I have morning classes every single day. HAHA :D

I feel like a hero now. 9 am class and i'm still here online. Tml confirm wake up late and rush to class for tutorial looking damn STONE. Plus, i'm wearing this to bed!


Me and my COCONUT haircut. Looks retarded i know. (dear hair, pls faster grow back!)

Twinnie/YT came to crash my place again in the afternoon. HUR. I've been seeing them almost everyday. They love coming to my place. Twinnie said i made her day cos i always shower her with ice cream, pocky, soya milk etc. She came to play my ds but it died on her. WAHAHA. I prepared warm water for YT cos she wasn't feeling well :) [To think that YT kept arguing that it's her who is taking care of me instead of the other way round!] I'm such a nice friend. That day Twinnie was so retarded. Ernest came and find her. I didn't want to know him so I tried to leave but Twinnie pulled my hand and introduce me as her GIRLFRIEND. HAHA. I'm like attached to everyone, both in Canberra and Singapore. Before i head to bed, nice pics (although only 2) to entertain readers!


Cousins :)

And finally, the CUTEST pic ever. My brother when he was young. LOVE :)

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Jing, don't be jealous. This one's for you :)


So so so scandalous! Be happy, i love you :)

Having gastric pain AGAIN :( Tired. Gonna slp soon. 10am lecture tml. Tml the group is going to watch WANTED which i alr watched in Spore. AJ is OH-SO-HOT. I want a body like hers! Fat hope i know. The height is out alr :(

Today we made the stupidest mistake. Amily/Mel/Andy and i went into class. We sat down and started making a lot of noise. Tutor came in late. When he came in, he said "Microeconomics class?" Den i turned to Amily.

Me: Eh, he said MICROECONOMICS.
Am: Are we in the correct class?
Me: Faster check time table.
Am: Shit, it says room 5, we're in 7!
Andy: Correct what, it's suppose to be 7.
Am: I go room 5 and check.
Mel (turned to the group beside us): What class is this?
Group: Microeconomics.
Me: Shit. Wrong class. Faster go out. Andy, your time table wrong!

Damn. We were such a legend. Thing is, Am & i alr started bitching abt this other Singaporean that was in that class. I was wondering since when she took Marketing major. WAHAHA. So paiseh. Strategic Marketing tutor is cute. Risk Management tutor is oh-so-gay. Mel went to imitate the way he stands. HAHA. But his FCUK sweater is damn nice :) Time to slp :(


My oh-so-messy table!

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Thinking of a certain song.

"With You"

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge:]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..


To: ADELINE TAN ZHI BI
Thanks for always being there, helping me run errands and sharing gossips with me. Makes me feel so much better. I keep having bad nightmares. WAHAHA. So damn childish i know but i can't help it. I'll play DS more and get over the nightmares. I need to go buy bananas soon too cos i'm getting indigestion. Ask YT to keep her hair back. Now too cheena. Just bumped into her this morning, she was late for lecture while i was late for tutorial.


I think we look quite good together. Try to put some make up, maybe i'll ditch wz for you. WAHAHA.

To: Azaleas Loh POISON FLOWER

You know i love you the most. Your joke yesterday was hilarious. It totally made my day. Somehow, you are one of the rare few that can sense when i'm down. You're my best :) I really don't want you to be sad. Amily and I love you very much though we're far away. We constantly talk about you guys. We miss you all dearly. I know life sucks and everything is not going your way. Somehow, it seems that everyone goes through this shit once in awhile. Unlucky few will go through it all the time, like me. HAHA. Learn to take things slowly. We'll try to call you when we're less tied up with sch work alright? Meanwhile, hang out more with Serene/Jing/YX. Be good, we love you very much :)


My QUEEN :)

Going for class soon. HUR. Bet Amily/Melvin will be late. Super cute. 2 of them always damn slow. HEEHEE. Meeting them and Andy to go class. Finally. The weekend is coming. I can't wait. YAWN.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I'm starting to miss my stupid hair. I think i look better with longer hair. i sld have listened to the ah ger. DAMN. Stoning here. Woke up from my 4 hrs nap. Damn damn damn shiok. I can't seem to slp at night. I take hours to fall aslp. Stupid Andy keep going on to assume that I dream of monsters under my bed. HUR. That's damn lame. But he bought me a nice thick jacket which i like quite a lot. Dunno why Mel/Am were guessing that i won't wear. Perhaps it's too girly? But after all, I am a girl. HUR. I need to finish 2 tutorials, Strategic Marketing and Fin instruments & risk management. All looks damn cheem. That's the result of falling sick and being forced to stay in Singapore for another week. Blessing in disguise i would say since i got to spend more time with FAMILY & FRIENDS.


Where's DADDY?


Night before i left.


I love my roomie :)


Dinner with the clique at Villa Bali.

I can't wait for end of the year. This semester seems worse than last. I hate hate hate Strategic Marketing. It's so tough and boring and dry. YUCKS. We have to enter some international shit competition and pay USD $40. So silly okay! The rest of the modules are less gross but still, they suck. I hate school. I wanna work, CDC CDC CDC. I prefer doing events, at least that's what i think I'm better at. Ms Eng, I'm bored, faster come visit again. HAHA.


Sydney with dulcie :)

Eunice/YT/HM just came to my place. Super retarded. I open the door as Eunice tried to open it from outside and she screamed. HUR. So retarded. They are a bunch of hungry pple. They kept forcing me to go International Ball. I'm not interested. HAHA. Then they kept asking me to go Civic with them. I'm so tired (even after my power nap) so i said no too. HUR. There's a reason why I didn't go with Amily they all! I feel so lazy and zhi bi. YAWN.

Monday, July 28, 2008

I'm feeling shit now. Having gastric pain though i ate lunch. Took a nap cos was really tired. Keep having the same nightmare over and over again. I sure hate slping alone (ting, i prefer to share a rm with you!). Lecture today was oh-so-dry and oh-so-boring. Tired. I took 2 hrs to fall aslp last night. Later i'm cooking 1 dish for dinner. Obviously they all will try to avoid whatever i cook. Hur. I think i'm not that bad but they think otherwise. So tired. Oh yah, any1 interested in contacting me, here are my contact details.

Hp: (+61) 402612310

Home: I have no idea but Adeline does so pls ask her if interested!

UniLodge @ ANU, Room 1281
25 Childers Street
Canberra ACT 2601
Australia


21st party (more pics soon!)


Family love at T3.


SM / SY & WZ / ADE / JESS (more pics soon!)

And finally, I'm so proud of you :)

Saturday, July 26, 2008

I've reached safely. Thanks to all who sent me off at the airport. Was putting on a brave front before i went in. Starting crying like mad when i got in. Den i was running around trying to find out which gate i'm supposed to go to because it doesn't state on the boarding pass. Reached Sydney at 7plus. Stoned at the airport while listening to my ipod. Was feeling rather emo :( Boarded the coach but it got delayed so i reached Canberra quite late. Andy came and pick me up. Went back to put things den out for late lunch with Amily/Mel/Andy. Minghui was rushing his report. Dinner at Samy's with the group. Den drinking n gambling session at Andy's place. Bumped into YT/Eunice at Civic. They asked me to join them at Cube but i alr agreed to hang out with the group so gave it a miss. YT cut her stupid hair. She says that my hair looks weird. I think hers is worse. HUR.

Later Andy/Amily/Mel watching show. I'm gonna stay home with Minghui. We gg break out area to do our tutorials. I'm lagging behind. Don't even know what's gg on. Gosh. I haven even printed notes. I'm oh-so-lazy.

Pictures soon.

// I'm back to my ZHI BI world which i'm thankful for. Thanks to Mummy & Daddy for making all these possible. I LOVE YOU :-*

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

THE LONG AWAITED.



Will upload a collection of my OH-SO-COOL dressing for everyone's reference. For those who have yet to RSVP, pls let me know soon!

Note: DRESS CODE IS COMPULSORY.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

I thought today's paper would make me feel better but NO! The paper was quite tough. I was hoping for HD but i doubt i can get it. SHIT. So saddening. I MISS MUMMY :(

Monday, June 16, 2008

HOT ang moh just came into the breakout area with a RED MAC. WOOTS. Last night i was so retarded. Minghui went back to cook so i was alone in the breakout area. Cos there was not much movement in the room (i was studying), the light turn off every 15 mins? So i ended up throwing slippers, tissue box n everything i could find to trigger the sensor. I was too lazy to move. Chicken rice was yummylicious. Today's HEAD CHEF is Amily/Melvin. They finished 3 papers and are down to the last one, Marketing Research. My turn to panic because Wednesday & Thursday's paper are both at 9am. So scary. I hope i can wake up for it.

// I want to be ZHI BI for the next 10 days.

*Ah ger, thanks for the text. I really feel so cui and i miss home like crazy. Known you for 8 years. You've never failed to be there for me, esp during the DRAMA just before i left. You don't know how much you all mean to me [ADE/SM/JESS/SHER/ALVIN included]. I MISS ALL OF YOU. LOVE :)


I LOVE YOU AH GER :)

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Financial Maths is the worst exam i've ever taken. I went in feeling rather confident. I was confident because I did my revision and I was quite sure that a Distinction shouldn't be a problem. I almost DIED when i opened the question paper. It's so F***king difficult. I think there's at least 40 marks which i can't do. I'm so screwed. To think Aaron actually said "I hope you get HD for this exam". Passing is already a problem. Sigh. I'm super demoralised. I called Saphy and started crying. A cry baby i know but i just felt so demoralised. Like it's so unfair. I did my work and I deserve good grades. I hate this :(

I'm considering summer school which means i only get to go back Spore for awhile at the end of the year. I'm weighing the options. I hate this life, really. FUCK. Round 2 of depression is here. If another exam is as screwed up as this, i can jolly well pack my bags n head home without a degree. DAMN.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

I'm suffering from severe depression due to Gary. Thank you for making me even more stressed. No more distinction for Marketing Research. ALL YOUR FAULT :(

Monday, June 2, 2008

You tell me the lamest jokes.
You have supper with me at the weirdest hour.
You go shopping with me but i always have to hold all your shopping bags.
You always give me pathetic face when u wanna borrow $.
You share your nice clothes with me.
You steal my clothes all the time.
You BITCH with me abt common friends.
You and i gossip about mum all the time.
You always pester me for PRISON BREAK/HEROES.
You give the cutest laughter.
You are forever hungry.
You and i love to sing "DADDY WASN'T THERE".
You attended my graduation ceremony.
You get along best with all my friends.
You made me stand outside La SENZA dressing room for 2 hours.
You and i love "JIU JING, KAI CHU NI".
Most importantly, you are my HOTTIE SISTER and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH :)))

I heard someone got a new camera for her birthday. Hope you guys had fun on saturday. I thought the celebration was today cos that's what mother told me! Thanks for everything you've done for me. I know that you'll always love me no matter how much weight i put on or how badly i do in school. HAHA.


HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY, MY SEXY ER JIE!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Tired though it's a short day. I skipped Financial Maths tutorial. Not cos i was lazy. Basically, nobody knows what he is talking about. There are always 4 pple in the tutorial. Only 1 can understand what he's saying, and i'm not one of them. Anyway answers will be up on webct. I go there also show face only. I rather approach Aaron if i don't understand. Seriously, the tutor prolly knows his stuff but he certainly can't teach.

Twinnie Jo, thanks for your concern. I'm okay, really. Tomorrow won't go lunch with you guys. Go ahead without me eh? I need to rest. Haven been slping well for the past week due to projects. Am really tired. Finally the nightmare is over. I haven even started on exam revision. What a bum. ARGH. I deserve to be scolded, like totally.

Sydney Part 3 i can't wait :) GRINS.

//Qi, please ask boy to read this if you see this cos i believe he only goes online to play games. HAHA
Seth, mum is worried about your results. Please study hard. Play less games. Please STAY AWAY from your PSP and the comp for once. You're old enough. You don't need 5 sisters to chase you to your books. We all dote on you so we don't exactly scold you. What you want, you always get. I know you're trying but we need you to try harder. Be good ok? We all love you very much.

Dad & Mum, thanks for always being there. I LOVE YOU BOTH :)

It's 28 May 2008. A special day for a special someone, my dear friend. 8 years and still counting...

We went through yucky final yr project together. We walked in the rain together. We talked about our deepest secrets.

You tell me dirty jokes. You tease me all the time with the "I'm going out with Audrey next Tuesday" thing. BUT you were always there for me.

Happy 22nd birthday, MELANIE. This one's for you:


LOVE YOU, DEAR FRIEND :)